Part One of my journey✍🏽
- CreoleBelle
- Jun 4, 2023
- 2 min read
Updated: Jul 23, 2024
June 4, 2023
PART ONE OF MY STORY…..
As I type this I feel tears but I also know that it will reach someone who has a struggle similar or in their own way going through it and will understand 🫂✍🏽
I’ve always been petite size. During covid I gained probably the most weight I’ve ever gained and it freaked me out since I’m use to always being so tiny in a lot of ways. Then I started to like it. My rounder face, my fuller thighs and actually having legs that could fill out the long style boots I like. Covid made me be an emotional eater where all I did was eat. Plus grieving my mother’s passing I just had a lot on me.
Then another major blow happened which in time I’ll discuss when I want to but that change placed me further into the depression I was already in. This caused the opposite effect and I wasn’t eating at all. Then I lost 21 pounds in less than a month and didn’t even realize it. One day I looked in the mirror and saw how thin my face looked and how frail I felt and I just wanted to stay in hiding. I felt like I looked sickly. Near death when I realized how different I truly looked.
I am in a comeback phase right now. I am in no way healed at all fully; however I am in a safer place physically and partially mentally than I was before. I have people who honestly I couldn’t have made it without them. They continue to help me everyday and that is why I work the way I do, refer people to their businesses or work behind the scenes (my specialty) because I don’t require spotlight I simply like to share love and wealth if I can. If people validate my opinions that makes it even better. I will be posting my continued progress and sharing what I liked and didn’t like and I hope everyone continues to share their progress and stories with me too.
These photos show me at 121, then I dropped down to 99-100lbs and now I am currently at 110 and gaining and doing it the right way. This is my personal testimony to show that even though it seems small to some this experience is showing me how strong I truly am and how much greater I will be come.
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